It's not so easy...

It's so difficult to tell someone what I don't want to communicate and express, what I want to keep within me. And I fear that soon I'll reveal those things which make me sad and don't allow me to move forward. You can be sure that no one knows how it feels like. It's hard to imagine it, I think. But try to put yourself in my position and you'll conclude that it's not easy. I couldn't predict this situation, and also, prevent it. Futhermore, I neither wanted to go through this reality, not even for something which could prejudice me. However, life isn't as we expect or as we want it to be. Well... All of us will pass by things we didn't want to pass, we will suffer acidentally and unavoidably, we will go through new and unknown situations. So, we are involved in a constant empirical learning, from our personal experiences, which will guide ourselves and bring to us more sucess in a walk called life.

Tonight, we're going to repeat it.